Could time go any slower??
Well .... It's January 29th & I've been going semi "crazy". LOL .. Just kidding, I'm not patient enough to wait until the 2nd of February until I can test to see if I'm pregnant. I actually took a test yesterday much to my husband's chagrin. He said "You know you're testing too early & when it comes back negative don't be disappointed but it comes back positive you'll need to call an ambulance to have them come & pick me up off the floor." He was semi kidding of course. LOL ... He will be shocked if we do get a positive pregnancy test. I'm not sure who's going to hit the floor first, him or me! ; )
I have been putting off my ultrasound as I was hoping that I was wrong about it being a cyst & would start feeling better. Nope, so I go get an ultrasound tomorrow. I'm nervous as every time I go in it just seems that I get more & more bad news. If I do have another cyst then no more Clomid until we can figure out why I'm getting cysts which are new for me & then get rid of them. (sigh)
So .. I try & keep myself busy during the day. It snowed last night & Jonathan went skiing to just get out & reduce stress. I stayed home & chilled with the dogs. We went out & played in the snow - the puppy LOVES the snow & was rolling (literally) around in it while we were out. LOL ... that reduced my stress so today was an overall great day.
I DID do some research on different facilities & connected with a very kind lady at the University of Connecticut. I emailed my test results out for the Head of the Department to look at them & just give his opinion. I trust & love my Dr. but I'd be remiss if I didn't get a second opinion before we spend $20,000 & used an egg donor or embryo adoption if that's in fact the way we decide to go. I'd recommend that to anyone going through this process do as much research you can, form your own opinion - every center is different & has different approaches & then get a second opinion - unless you get pregnant right way then congrats! Some centers will grab your records & just give you a 15 minute consult over the phone for free. Who knew right? You've got to be your own advocate & that's what I'm doing. Hubby is right on board with me! :)
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| This is how we feel about time right now! |
Enough for now. Time for bed. One day down, a few more to go! Not sure if they could tell if I am pregnant tomorrow or if it's too early. Guess we'll see. I'm thinking I'm not as I'm not showing any signs or symptoms ... But I've been ORDERED told by my best friend, Sarah, to remain positive. So positive it shall be.
Goodnight & thanks for reading.
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